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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Swaraj...





Rakt-Ranjit hai ye path jo liye chala hoon aaj,
Ubal raha wo agnipath jiska marham hai sirf swaraj,
Chahun oor shor hai is vedna ka bharsak,
Karna ho ya chakshu,sabhi ko bhed rahi is kalah ki ye kasak.

Sammohan se bahar nikla hai aaj wo yuvaaon ka praneta,
Vikiran se shudh ho gaya hai man,jo sabhi karmo ki hai nayya kheta.

Sirmour tha jo us hinsak yug ka,
Trahi-trahi kar raha wo,drut kuchale bhar raha wo,kayar kahi ka!
Dekh-jaan aamokhas ka ye sangharsh,
Harshit ho megh bhi barsa rahe amrit aaj barbas.

Palayan kar rahe dar kar ve bahri pakheru bhi,
Kahi ye jan-aandhi le na ude apne bhanwar me unhe bhi.

Sabhi bandishon ki dor kaat aaj unmukt uda hoon,
Kataar ab kewal fasal kaategi,maarkat bahut saha hoon,
Man me harshit hoon,is kodh se pa mukti,
Koi aur punah dooshit na kar de is ganga ko,lagani hogi aisi sanyukti.

Bhini-bhini khushbu hai aati is aadra zamin ki maati se,
Gaurvanvit hokar choudi hui hai ye chaati,aaj swaraaj ki dhaati se.

Tasteless Concoction of rhyme...


Salt

I tasted! Something`s amiss I thought,
Right I was,the porridge was bland,eggs I never bought,
Pearls from my head fell in a heap,Spice Box!Ah Yes!! I went and brought,
Mouth was already foul,pungent spices left my eyes in a rot.

From India with love was the cry of the spices thence,
Which spice would correct the porridge,was the confusion hence,
A pinch here,an ounce there! the porridge grew restless and murky,
I had all the spices galore,the incumbent salt on the table eyed me all smirky.

Still my experiment continued in full steam and spice,
A leaf of coriander,a dash of cardemom was the last throw of the dice,
The chilli powder went unabated,chaat masala meeting the concourse,
Ginger,garlic thought themselves to be wise,stayed away from the seething discourse.

The porridge was now in coma,a state of no return and anarchy,
The mish-mash now an angry scarlet,all botched up and spicy,
Salt! I recalled!! the white devil was the powder I never pasted,
Dash It! I gave away the useless concoction,mouth of the dustbin was that it finally tasted.


Sunday, March 13, 2011

IIFT: The last Alma Mater...


My last college...

Oh! I will miss you!!!

The golden brown furnished chairs,
The class bunking dares,
The Roll call that I seldom gave a miss,
My corner in the room where feet took me in a brisk.
                                   
The Four letter acronym that is IIFT,
Is much more than the salary that is hefty,
Is a place where spirits toil hard,
Is a college which houses both the baron and the bard.

The envelope of a haunted forest and a sacred monastery,
Makes the rain and the winter that much more blistery and misty,
The small area which we called home for the last two years,
Rested our emotions, allayed our fears.

It all started on the 1st of July 2009,the year of yonder,
The room in the old hostel, our abode of dreams and wonder,
Can`t help but remember the unforgiving heat that greeted us all,
The first few weeks brought all the misfortunes, the PD`s rubbed in the gall.

I cant place the fast moving college 'Gas‘ or lectures,
The blur of the subjects now a hazy memory, their relevance mere conjectures,
In formals we trotted in groups, serious and ambitious, ego`s all rosy,
DCP was the latest talk of the town, thanks to the participants, my life was more cozy.

In between the chaos, the three D`s helped the battered saints,
Feet sore from the tango, voice hoarse from the guzzlings,classroom snores were the natural vents,
The hangover of the fun was doused by the early morning yoga in the atrium,
The work never stopped though, in moan and in merry the sleep was at a premium.

I recollect the hurried breakfast, I remember the case studies that never crack,
The last minute entry in the class, that earnest call for break,
Seldom had we got the learnings slide down the throat,
For the tea and the patties took precedence, the knowledge never made us bloat.

I had an on-off relationship with the mess food,
The dhabas were the oases, the paranthas oily, spicy and good,
Tanku`s was the place to go specially in winters,
CCD was good, too expensive though, paying hands developed cankers.

The rat race of summer internship that started in the early October,
Left us short of breathing space, but failed to get us sober,
I loved the sports here; I adored the competitive vibe,
Bring on the UWL again; bring back the cheers and the jibe.

Delhi was welcoming me in its arms slowly,
Friends were making the place more beautiful, getaways were more jolly,
Parties on the hostel floors were events that spelled gay abandon,
Giving birthday bumps to all and sundry was a tradition.

The hostel life swept me away from my comfort zone,
The clothes on my chair were more or less a spiraling cone,
Managing the affairs was initially difficult,
Study table was littered, the unclean bed was a common cult.

Finding order in randomness was something I learned here,
Priceless moments to savour and countless seconds to spare were born here,

Symposiums was a new word I learned here,
A euphemism for all day boring sessions,Oh Dear!,
Quo Vadis was again a word alien to me before,
But the fun flowed in contrast, the frolics galore.

Second year brought the much awaited freedom,
New hostel became our den, our new fiefdom,
The TV room was the place I spent most of my leisure time,
For the TT and the Foosball were addictive, missing them I considered crime.

This is the place where I understood the meaning of rooting in unity,
World cup didn’t last long, a real pity,
I will remember the exciting times we had as a batch,
Earthquake or fire, bring `em on, they will never match.

I thank my industrious project partners for the toil which I gave a miss,
I extend my gratitude to the CR`s whose Gentle Reminders were a bliss,
God send were those who listened to my drunken tirades,
My friends! Who understood my griefs,ecstasy and my charades.

I celebrated a lot in the last two years of my lifetime here,
Chain mails,PPO`s,PPI`s,Competitions kept the mood aloft, upped the beer,
Movies,Rajinder or it was Karim`s,we grew into party hungry monsters, intestines close to tear,
Top of the world was the place where the final salvo of songs was played, joy unbound, no fear.

Placements season soon showed its ugly head,
I struggled and juggled, finally got a worthy shed,
Fingers became all sore from the placement portal applications,
Voices became all hoarse from the ever vociferous batch meets or confrontations.

This was an experience worth every ounce in gold,
We came here with few sands of time, now going back with a solid mould.

I shrugged off the Go-IIFT-Go cry as a mere childish act then,
But as I recall everything that has transpired, it is more apt an act of grown up men,
Now specially when it is a moment to Go from IIFT,for good!
I ask for forgiveness from those I hurt, my shortcomings I brood!

All the people I met, all those whom I can`t know,
Know this, my heart goes out to each of you, my head does a double bow,
From Rajni fans to the downloading quizmasters,
Our batch had them all, be it baby-cribbers or exam-jesters.

The batch of 9-11, am proud to say I was a part of,
A special bunch, eclectically genuine, well sort of!
I will miss your presence, your sight, your din,
Last two years, the bond became more than friendship, I consider you as my kin.

Seniors,Juniors,teachers,staff,thank you all, we had a gala time together,
Now it’s time for us to fly, lend us the joy feather,
For it was IIFT that held me in its cocoon,
This is the last I will see of the great spire of the admin block, empty will be the nigh noon!

Ps:
66, 94,202,102,307 were some of the numbers that defined me for the last 2 years,
I will do very well to remember the people that defined these numbers sans any tears.


Saturday, February 19, 2011

Mindless Meanderings ...(3)



Day Of Reckoning
 

Someday my voice will be listened,

That day my eyes will be glistened,
I know not who would be the one who will circumscribe,
But I am sure,that moment wont be soiled,would be free from any envy or bribe.

To listen to my heart'o'beat that runs in the muted background,
She would enchant the air to vibrate and would go round and round.

Come o day of reckoning,come fast and light,
I am waiting since ages,without recourse without fight,
Dont have me see your back,dont show your horns in my sight,
Surprise me when you come,dont add light to that which  is already bright.

I Ask you o lord,whether I am ready for the surfeit,
Tell me o mercifull,which mountain is my pulpit.
Never betray me by giving me what I dont deserve,which I dont inherit,
I wont be called to the gallows for no reason,I wont accept larceny without the actual culprit.

Lest I fail you make that success soup,
Lest I fall,you cushion that ground nook.

I believe in you and your angels,
Let me thrive in the holy ponds and wells,
The arrows of destiny are fired from the sound of knolls,
But let me revel in merry,Let me escape the death trolls.




Bandits on the rise...


The horses saunter into the clearing,

The bandits were what  they were bearing,
The sun was up,its rays heavy and searing,
But the bandits are on the rise,and the commoners are fearing.

The Horses`s Mane is where they hid the hidden fodder,
Their treasures in the swiss alps goes broader and broader.

The king of the bandits calls the money home inordinate,
The justice lady is now hanging upside down,having lost its coordinate.

We are living in a world of anarchy and shame,
Even soldiers are sold,now whom to call for help and whom to blame.

The rulers of the land themselves are caught in these spotty mires,
Only the bandits are the citizens now,only they have the sires.

The marketplace  is rife with swindlers,
Thugs are aplenty,in games or in coffin sellers,
Treachery now has a permanent abode in heart of the dwellers,
Money is outshining even the radiance within the saints,the teachers.

The sword of fate slashes through the guts of the wrongdoers,
Only this time its amplitude is very large,the prolonged darkness is booming naysayers,
The trove of gold in the bandit-treasure outweighs the honesty in the believers,
The day is not far away when even god would want bribe for answering the prayers.


 






Dark Times...



Sombre...

Sombre is my mood today.
God is not here anyway..
I want to tear apart the seconds that promise but never deliver...
Even tears refuse to roll down the cheeks unless you are clever....

For there is no place left for innocence in this world order.....
Treachery,knavery and ruse are the spices instead of mint and clover......
The broth is spoiled cause there are too many cooks and no one to rest the shoulder.......
Life is now a mire of unattended desires and is growing dank and colder........

Contemplation of deeds in the mirror.........
Fires back a distended image of shame and horror..........
Sorrow is not what I ordered,and pain is now never farther...........

Everyday I wake to,gnaws at the moth eaten heart blister............
And only satisfaction that there is that the drug is slow and never in cluster.............


I won`t put up the fight mister..............
I am not your puppet anymore not anymore your jestor...............

Leave me alone oh! prophet o saint!
Let me nurse my war injuries,let me tend to my heart, regularly faint!
I wont succumb to the wont of agony,even the kick is scant!
Getting my hair down,I shall rise again,the cry in the air is rant!


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Future...


Way forward...


I cant see ahead,ah! the fog is at bay,
But the future is very clear to me?nay!

I cant surmise what I have in store,
But that is the essence,that is the roar.

If future was all clear,god! if the path was all clear,
Wont I would be sitting idle,wont I be waster,Oh dear!

I suffered the ignominy of love and hate,
But all trasitory ,all in a spate.

The present times are much more exciting I say,
What future holds is nothing,even seer are blinded by the present ray.

I might sound frivolous,I might end up being a novice,
But I want to mend the things at hand,I want to fill up that leaking crevice.

Becoming someone you desire,having someone you aspire,
Will all happen in good time,let me drip blood,let me perspire.

Even god doesnt know how the knots would untangle,
Never put your money on wealth or health,it will mar,it will mangle.

Money again is the kin of king of jungle,never
 pursue,never anger,let it clink,let it slumber.

We all belong to different strands,to different destiny,
Never compare,for the seeds are sown always in deep earth and in tiny.

Celebrate today! for the future can wait,
Defer the worries,use your smile as a bait.




Final Salute...(1)


So it ends....


I might have been sleeping in the cot,
The day would have been just that shiny and nightsnores would have been in lot.

For you came along and stole me,
I was never the same,the life was imbued,I was beside me.

The frenzy of the days was frozen in the mist of nights,
When you churned me over,and ideas flowed in a prill of brights.

The time had wings to it,I failed to see,
Worried about mundane things,never cared about thee.

Soon the new dawn would bring the curtain down,
I would miss the toil,that scowl and that frown.

I keep missing the details of this adventure,
The broader picture now is the fresco,our future.

I recluse from the fact that it is bound to be this way,
Maybe I should intervene,maybe my heart should have its say.

The high and lows,the ebbs and the tides,
We have burned through the hell,we have mastered the rough rides.

Never grudges stayed with me for long,
I wish!cant a miracle happen,let it prolong.

The countdown has started,let me be a part,
Never let me forget,never let my eyes smart.

I wish to have a memory endeared with everything I was and what I became,
I love to see life after 5 years and may love be still the same.

Coming back to the ashes,to the path we have trodden,
May bring back memories,may leave our hearts sodden.

But let it be,for the joy is in coming back,
Our time here was wonderful,even seconds here stack.

Dont worry about the future,it will fall in place alright,
Just pack the bags with memories,some murky some all bright.

Bade me goodbye,says the setting sun,
You all will see another one...now run,run and run.